REAPER's REALM

SCARRED

2007-02-12T02:50:00.000-08:00

My once fresh wounds
Have now turned to scars
They're all over my body
Reminding me of my dreaded past

As time passes by
The pain goes away
The dead skin withers
But they scars they still remain

The scars weaken my skin
As it stretches it tears
The pain reappears
Its just too much to bear

The pain lingers
Though the bleeding has stopped
Not my body alone
But my soul too lies scarred

-----The Reaper

SYMPHONY OF DESTRUCTION

2007-02-12T02:48:00.000-08:00

Fields of death and rivers of blood
A fresh ripe corpse hanging from every branch

Every minute you hear a blast
You wake everyday to the smell of nerve gas

You eat food poisoned by nuclear waste
Your bodies so numb you cant even taste

They play with grenades, gas masks and guns for toys
Deformed and diseased your children suffer

A woman being raped screams aloud
No one pays heed cause the air's filled with such sounds

A man was shot, a bullet through his head
Onlookers clapped with amusement

For his 18th birthday a father gifted his son
Not a bike nor car but a silver gun

The son ecstatic hugged his dad
Four years later shot his father for cash

Over and over only one song
Symphony of destruction playing all around

-----The Reaper

LIFELESS

2007-02-12T02:47:00.000-08:00

As your mind begins to rot
Your thoughts grow old and stale
Your body decomposes
Your flesh dies and turns pale

Your bones become brittle and weak
They begin to bend and break
You loose every ounce of life
And your soul withers away

Your skin becomes weak
It begins to peel and tear
Your body no longer feels pain
Cause theres no life in there

You're alive no more
You're long dead and gone
Your body is no more yours
To the soil it now belongs

-----The Reaper

APOCALYPTIC LULLABY (FEAR NOT CHILD)

2007-02-12T02:45:00.000-08:00

Fear not child
For death will come swiftly
On wings of darkness
Crying tears of blood

Fear not child
For you will be mourned
Your body may die
But your spirit wont

Fear not child
You wont be alone
You'll find them all waiting
Young and old

Fear not my child
You wont miss a thing
Tis life of misery
Isn't worth living

Fear not dear child
If you hear my screams
Think of them all
As really bad dreams

Fear not my sweet child
You wont even know
When death caresses yous sleeping body
A frees your pure soul
----The Reaper

WE ARE ALL JUST HOLLOW

2007-02-12T02:44:00.000-08:00

We are all just useless
Leading meaningless lives
Our actions fruitless
Our words just lies
We are all so confused
Living in darkness
Falling deeper and deeper
Into the abyss of madness
No feelings no emotions
Mindless and heartless
Timid and weak
Vulnerable and pride less
The truth we cannot face
The reality we cannot swallow
Skin over bones
WE ARE ALL JUST HOLLOW

---The Reaper

MORBID REGURGITATION

2007-02-12T02:43:00.000-08:00

I regurgitate my morbid thoughts on paper
Taking care not to spill
Each line more morbid than the other
With a hush undertone of overkill
I slit my wrists with the edge of a rusty blade
I want to bleed my self dry
I want to loose every ounce of life
Feel each moment as i slowly die
I want to feel my veins giving up
I want to listen to the silence of my heart
I want to stay awake as long as i can
Before i descend into eternal darkness
My soul shuns the mere thought of absolution
I know too well that salvation is but a lie
I stand alone locked inside my head
I scream in pain but no one hears my cries

IN THE BOSOM OF DARKNESS

2007-02-12T02:42:00.000-08:00

I lay myself down in the bosom of darkness...

i suckle at its tit...
feeding on every vile and putrid emotion.
The stench nauseates me yet the taste so sweet.

The light beckons me
I am tempted by happiness and love
I am beyond faith, religion and god

I seek no redemption, feel no remorse
I seek pleasures of the flesh
I Fornicate in my dreams
In pain i look for pleasure
In hatred i seek a friend

Wid blasphemous intentions i mock the believers
I seek to enlighten them, to free them from bondage

I am overwhelmed by lust
Every truth is but a lie

I fall in love with my reflection
I find reassurance in this self obsession

The smell of death arouses me so
I climax at the sight of sweet blood

They say im evil
I say arent we all
Just living in an illusion that one day we shall be absolved

Life is my worst nightmare
I fear not death

CHILDREN OF DARKNESS

2007-02-10T10:12:00.000-08:00

We the children of darkness
Our hearts smothered with greed

Our lives so painfully miserable
Our blood lust we cannot seem to feed

We the products of lust
Burning in our own desires

We long for an absolution
Since birth to funeral pyre

We the lying hypocrites
A knife in every back

Friends so long, not friends no more
A sens of humanity we lack

Pure of heart, mind and soul
Into this world we trod

We the children of darkness
Born as the children of GOD....

----The Reaper

WILD ENCOUNTERS

2007-02-10T01:10:00.000-08:00

The pics in this post are all real(NO EDITING WATSOEVER) and the subjects are all real and living. These are from my trip to KALYANI RESORT somewhere in Virar close to Vajreshwari.......
(No ANIMALS WERE HARMED IN THE PROCESS).
I wud really appreciate if u do not copy these pics without my permission and respect the hard work and effort I have put in takin these......Thnx..
All Pics taken with a 4 Mega Pixel Digital KODAK CAMERA...
Special thanx to Tanvi Pai for letting me use her precious Camera...... THNX TAN UR THE BEST....

SUN STRUCK

FEELING FROGY

When The Ants Come Marching In

SITTING PRETTY

LADY LIKE

ARACHNOPHOBIA

Till Death Do Us Part

The Eyes say it all

SKEWED PERCEPTION(Bat Roosting)

APOCALYPSE NOW???????????

2006-10-10T13:49:00.001-07:00

Well much to my surprise n also to my dismay the rains still continue to dampen the city. Apart from the well deserved relief from the exasperating heat they also bring with them an insane level of humidity that arises in their absence.Well in all my 21 years as a resident of mumbai i have never witnessed such an unlikely phenomenon. In a city where heavy rains command our respect and patience from mid june to early september, in a bizzare twist of events it is pourin outside as i write this very post.And i cant help but contemplate on the reason for such an unusual event takin place.The past few years have borne witness to what has only been visualized in apocalyptic bible stories and incoherent rambling of so called foreseers....... Freak tidal waves (Tsunamis), killer hurricanes, Floods, etc. seem to have just befriended us out of the blue.Their occurance, magnitude and frequency not a mere coincidence. Violent thunder outside at this very moment compels me to recheck the present month.Its october for sure,atleast dats wat my calender says.Is this a sign or some kind of warning of things to come.Are we on the brink of a major CLIMATIC SHIFT. A change in the weather as we know it.The concept behind the climatic shift is based on a simple cause - effect relationship and the fact that everything in nature tends to a state of natural equilibrium.Well to define the climatic shift in simple terms >>>Our weather and climate are dependant on various factors like the moon, ratations of the earth and its revolution, currents, wind directions etc.Well due to the adverse effects of global warmin the polar ice caps seem to be melting at an alarming rate.Now wats this got got to do with the climate n climatic shift except makin the weather inbearably hot u ask.Well the currents n wind directions depend majorly on the level of salinity in the oceans i.e. the amount of salt in the water.As a result of the melting ice caps a lot of fresh water is dumped into the oceans resultin in a drop in the salinity level causing a major imbalance(disequilibrium).To cope up with this imbalance the major currents n winds will have to reallign themselves accordingly to maintain the natural equilibrium and as a direct repercussion of this the climate of the earth will have to reinvent itself tooo.......this is in LAYMANs terms wat the CLIMATIC SHIFT means. How long this process will take is still uncertain n whether or not the human race is prepared for such an event is still debateable for the magnitude of such an colossal event cannot be effectively ascertained.....

EXPECTATIONS OF FRAGILE SOULS

2006-10-08T12:16:00.000-07:00

Our expectations have no end. They have no valid base in reality most of the times.We expect so much n hence fail to see the true value of wat we truly possess. We assign more importance to our wants n desires than our needs n material possessions. We no longer fear the loss of our material belongings, but are absolutely mortified at the mere thought of out myriad expectations not being met. We seek contentment in our expectations, completely loosin sight of the happiness that is already within our grasp.Expectations are accurately similar to grains of sand, they cannot be held in a fist,some or lets say most always slip out. Those that have an unfathomable drive to succeed are only caught up in their expectations. Do we actually live our lives or just expect to live it someday after all our neverending list of mundane expectations have been met. And to be honest that isnt goint to happen in the near or forseeably distant future. Well each day has to be lived for what it is worth and in every humanly measurable unit of time that passes by unfolds a different n unique aspect of life which cannot be restricted ny predictions n expectations. Expectations were never meant to drive someone but were meant for us all to to strive to push ourselves beyond the surly levels of human thought n hollow existence. But at the same time one must not loose sught of the smaller but significant things in life.Happiness cannot b found in expectations but rather from a sense of belonging, a sense of freedon,a sense of satisfaction,an enriched n worthy life..........

TO BE OR NOT TO BE

2006-10-08T11:45:00.000-07:00

We live our lives in a state of utter disarray.The cacophony that we call our existence is a mere reflection of the chaos that we ourselves have given birth to.We move thru time with sheer disrespect for wat NATURE has to offer us without even givin as much as a glance to the thought "wat is the purpose of our being?" ..We have taught ourselves the art of ignoring the call of our concience, the inner voice that helps us differentiate between right n wrong, gud n bad.Everything in nature always tends to a state of total equilibrium, but not us(HUMANS).The human race is a perfect example of perpetual disequilibrium. We have the capacity to think, but not the will to use this capacity to work with the myriad gifts bestowed upon us. We are the ANOMALIES of nature,freakish abominations if i may say so. We move to a location only to multiply in an uncontrollable manner, only to use up n deplete all of the natural resources leaving behind a completely imbalanced and unnatural structure devoid of life or even the remotest essence of its existence in any form.This is our morbid reality. We are forever in a constant stupor and enslaved by our insatiable hunger for more. Blinded by ur own emotions we fail to see the reality, that we are nothin but fragile beings, skin over flesh, organs n bone. A collection of needs, wants n desires driven by a cannibalistic blood lust that we will never seem to feed. Wrongly classified as mammals, but rightly judged as viruses, the cure to which lies in the embrace of sweet death.

WHATS YOUR KRYPTONITE????????

2006-09-15T12:06:00.001-07:00

AHHH!!! kryptonite.... evry 1 whos ever read comics or watched TV n has a brain knows about superman n wellll his mortal weakness. u guessed right KRYPTONITE. The substance from his own home planet krypton. n for those of u jackasses who dint know SUPERMAN isnt real n he isnt from earth either. well over the years comic symbolism has taken its toll n like many other objects n symbols before it KRYPYONITE has also throughout the years come to be associated with WEAKNESS. well we all have our weaknesses n i feel all of us have our own KRYPTONITE. it is that object taht makes us helpless n we give into its awesome power without a fight. WELL so wats ur kryptonite????? WANNA FIND OUT ???? READ ON???? N CHOOSE WHERE U STAND.......

CONTROL is like kryptonite for the YOUTH.
UNDERSTANDING = kryptonite => PARENTS.
MORALS = Kryptonite => POLITICIANS.
IDEALS = kryptonite => MEDIA.
ETHICS = kryptonite => BUSINESSMEN.
COMMITEMENT, HONESTY = kryptonite => MEN n BOYS.
JACKASSES, STUPID PEOPLE etc. = kryptonite => ME
ALL OF THE ABOVE N MORE = kryptonite => WOMEN(not enough place to list)
STABILITY = kryptonite => INDIAN GOVERNMENT.
RATIONALITY n PRACTICALITY = kryptonite => EDUCATION SYSTEM
GENERAL KNOWLEDGE = kryptonite => PEOPLE WHO ARE READIN THIS N DONT KNOW WHO SUPERMAN IS N HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT KRYPTONITE.(u wont find it in the periodic table) so dont look.
INTELLIGENCE = kryptonite => MANY PEOPLE I KNOW, FOR ALL THOSE WHO ARE READIN THIS N HAVE REACHED THIS POINT N ARE STILL WONDERIN HOW EVERYTHING ADDS UP N MAKES SENSE. IM REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR U BUT U NEED TO SHOOT UR SELF.
BRAIN = kryptonite => PEOPLE WHO DRANK THE HEAVILY CONTAMINATED WATER OF THE MITHI RIVER COZ IT TURNED SWEET.

well thats all i can think for now but I will surely find out more n let ull know n ull r welcome to give me a few of ur own tooooooo......

ONLY IN INDIA

2006-09-12T12:42:00.000-07:00

ONLY IN INDIA:
1. will pepl ask u wat u went to the loo for. just tellin some1 ur goin to the loo doesnt matter u have to give a reason. i mean cmon how many things can u do in a loooooo for gods sake take a guess u numbskull.

2.will pepl complain about the garbage that they themselves throw on the streets.remeber the floods pepl the BMC dint do shit thats true. but we dint do shit that we were supposed to in the first place either now did we? dint ur mom tell u not to litter?.

3.will parents not b afraid to beat their kids to death. not just at home even in public. well dats a nice thing i feel . i mean look how we turned out. we live wid our parents till we r about 30 may b, n some of us forever even after we get married n disrespect is only dealt wid by means of an ass whooping of the 1st order. look at the american kids theyl sue their parents asses if they ever even lay a finger on them. but michael jackson got away wid more than just fingering.....hmmmmn.it took a long time for them to understand the obvious fact that MJ is a paedophile. i mean look at the guy.....

4.will pepl get money for the wierdest reasons. for further info on this 1 ask prince n his parents y theyr 2lac rupees wealthier n ull get ur answer.

5.will pepl, in summer cry for the monsoons n in the monsoon wen it actually rains like a bitch curse the rain GOD's for screwin wid their happiness. i mean u asked for it dint u? .IDIOT.

6.will women in a hurry at railway platforms, bridges and even roads bang into u n scream n glare knives at u for bangin into them. NO JUSTIFICATIONS ON THAT I SPEAK FROM PERSONAL EXPERIENCE.

7. will pepl drink highly n i mean HIGHLY contaminated water coz it suddenly turned sweeeeet. do all u pepl have ur head so far up ur assses that ulll cant c the difference between contaminated sweet n pure tasteless water.

8. will the media n some other jackasses call the previous mentioned event a freakin miracle. not all of u morons wud drink ur piss if it turned sweet now wud u?or wud sweet pee be classified as a miracle toooo...........????

9.will fat ugly n i mean hedious women wear T-SHIRTs that say CUTIE. thats just MORONIC.BUY A MIRROR. U WUDNT WANNA C U in that Tshirt EITHER...

10. WILL THIS GUY

BE A MINISTER OF NETHIN OR HAVE NETHIN TO DO WID THE GOVERNMENT N THE ADMINISTRATION OF THE COUNTRY. I MEAN ITS A COUNTRY NOT A FREAKIN "TABELA".

11. will poooor broke ass homeless pepl without fud or shelter or clothin have the energy n the stamina to screw their wives n have like 4 kids n above wen we cant afford 2....n we have degrees n jobs n homes n all that stuffff... telll me how? how? how?.....

STUPID PEOPLE

2006-09-10T03:41:00.000-07:00

REAPER's REALM
Wat is it wid stupidity n some pepl maaaaannnn..... Its like they werent born stupid but embraced stupidity as they fukin grew up. Y arent all the stupid pepl swallowed at birth. Im not makin fun of the pepl who were born retarted, im talkin about those pepel whom every body knows, the ones that ask the wierdest of questions n also the most obvious . Its so bad that wen u make fun of them they dont even realise it. I mean its right in their face. Y do they fail to see wats right in front of them. n the best part is the excuses. No matter how stupid they r they have the best excuses n infact the dummer they r the better their excuses.Im not as smart as u one said to me n i went DUHHH!!!! ur makin it obvious arent u?. Nobodys deserves to b a moron. I implore u stop the stupidity and the madness know wat ur gud at n bad at n most of all use ur brain pleeeeeeeeeease. it was given to u by god for a reason. PEACE.

GENESIS

2006-09-09T12:07:00.000-07:00

JUST THE BEGINNIN.WELLL FINALLY A PLACE FOR MY HEAD........MY WORDS SEEM TO BE CROWDIN THE LABRYNTH OF MY MIND SINCE A LONG TIME N NOW ITS TIME I SET THEM FREEEE........WELL now im gonna put my words down here make this place their home n u their friends. FREEDOM OF SPEECH IS COMPLETELY UNDERMINED N OVERLOOKED IN A COUNTRY LIKE INDIA N WE BLOGGERS CAN CHANGE THAT....... NEWAYS LOTS MORE TO COME .....